Tuesday, March 9, 2010

love is a game

I lost again. He tells me there is nothing like losing or winning in this game.
But it is a game. Falling in love and falling out of it is like the games of snake and ladder.Sometimes you go high and other times you go low.You fall down the ladder sometimes and other times you just fall right out of the game.
I fell out of the game. Tried my level best to hold on to the rungs and save myself. When everything failed I tried hard to save my self-respect, but I lost everything.Salvaged all of it for what? Just for love? Just for companionship?Just for the stupid concept called soulmate?I'm not even sure I believe in that anymore.
I've given up all hopes in love. To me it does not exist anymore.Love in the form of solid male companionship is a myth and the faster anyone realises the better it is for them.