Friday, September 26, 2008
Was talking to a friend today and the person asked me what are my depths and limits...
a very deep question i must say,i din know what to blab
so i jus bragged and said i have no limits
thats when i realised,my sayin that gives a thoroughly wrong impression of me
u know wat i mean!!!
so i thought of coverin up that remark of mine with something more formal
so i said i have certain principles in life.he wont stop pestering and asked me what those principles are. on the process of fibbing i discovered that i do have certain principles in life.it was a funny discovery especially for someone who lives life on the edge(me). well here goes....
1. i wont step into any relationship or friendship without seeing a profit in it, n the word kind is Very exhaustive
2. id do anythin for the one i love.Anything.the one i love could include friend,bfs,family etc
3. i forgive but never forget
4. i never regret my past even if it was the most horrible one, live life in the present and dont care at all about the future
well whoever is interested in being my friend,better read my articles of association
this company has a strict policy of following all the principles to the word.
Thursday, August 26, 2010
Too Familiar
Monday, February 22, 2010
My splitting image
Laughs at me
From behind the mirror
Sides of the mirror
Is cracked, splotched
And festering with worms
I'm too familiar with myself
That the darkness is slipping
With love I try to patch it up
The gaping holes I try to close
But the familiarity is choking me
A leering grin appears on its face
"Fool you cant run away"
It says
"I know you too well,
You cant escape"
Who said anything of escape?
I love you, I need you
I go closer
Hugging the mirror
Till I am It and It is me
Shards of self awareness
Blinds my inner self
But I wont let go
Heart's bleeding but I won't go
Protection of the Rights of Slaves
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Through some godforsaken practice they rose to the position of rulers, and leaders of superpowers, while women became their slaves. Bible declares women to have come from the rib of man. I am nobody to point a finger at a religious gospel and its scientific validity, but was God really a male chauvinist, when he made this earth?! And for this kind gesture on part of the men, women are forever indebted to men, no matter what price they pay?!
This is no cry for liberalization. This is sheer wrath against the principle that men can get away with anything. There were the cave ages, when no morals were known. Men and women shared responsibility, while men hunted the caves; women took care of the family and fed their men. They procreated too, which led to continuation of our race up till now. How come people forget that part so easily? There was no discrimination then and wherever there seemed like a disparity, there was no civilized society to take care of it. What about now? So many written laws, so many forums, so many international conferences to uphold the women’s rights against so many wrongs; now suddenly women are the victims. Forget the liberalization movement! Forget the women empowerment! It’s all a farce to keep the society look good in the eyes of the beholders. The inside story is so different. It is not the lack of laws or mechanisms that trouble the women. It’s the misplaced conception in the society that men can get away with anything. In effect, their egos have been blown up to such an extent that there is no way to deflate them. Even the meekest of the lot, know it in their hearts that their women will forgive them whatever they do. Boyfriends, husbands, fathers, brothers, strange men in the buses, all realize that the woman is afraid to react. She feels she’ll be crucified for any revolt that she makes. She fears being called the ice queen or the vamp or the slave driving professional or even a dictator. She can never aim for the stars because then no man will want to settle down with her. Oh there have been plenty of woman who reached the top, but look at what prices they had to pay!!! The recent episode in the pubs of India, wherein women got bashed up for drinking, is a perfect example of how men have set up a cliché for themselves, to which no woman has a right. Scores of incidents are happening around us, maybe in our own lives where we see and experience abuse at their hands.
It is not that women are afraid to react to this abuse, be it at the hands of their husbands, boyfriends, bosses and other men in their lives. They merely want to work it out. There are many who give up this attempt. They end up either being failures in life or women on top, who are ready to sacrifice everything because sacrificing is easier than making an attempt at setting things right. This is a call to all those women who are proud to be called so and at all those men who think they rule. If the women folk are being nice to you, ever forgiving and patient, it is not because they are losers or they are afraid of you leaving them. They just want to give it another shot. They just love you so much. Learn to appreciate them you men folk!!! Take notice.
Through some godforsaken practice they rose to the position of rulers, and leaders of superpowers, while women became their slaves. Bible declares women to have come from the rib of man. I am nobody to point a finger at a religious gospel and its scientific validity, but was God really a male chauvinist, when he made this earth?! And for this kind gesture on part of the men, women are forever indebted to men, no matter what price they pay?!
This is no cry for liberalization. This is sheer wrath against the principle that men can get away with anything. There were the cave ages, when no morals were known. Men and women shared responsibility, while men hunted the caves; women took care of the family and fed their men. They procreated too, which led to continuation of our race up till now. How come people forget that part so easily? There was no discrimination then and wherever there seemed like a disparity, there was no civilized society to take care of it. What about now? So many written laws, so many forums, so many international conferences to uphold the women’s rights against so many wrongs; now suddenly women are the victims. Forget the liberalization movement! Forget the women empowerment! It’s all a farce to keep the society look good in the eyes of the beholders. The inside story is so different. It is not the lack of laws or mechanisms that trouble the women. It’s the misplaced conception in the society that men can get away with anything. In effect, their egos have been blown up to such an extent that there is no way to deflate them. Even the meekest of the lot, know it in their hearts that their women will forgive them whatever they do. Boyfriends, husbands, fathers, brothers, strange men in the buses, all realize that the woman is afraid to react. She feels she’ll be crucified for any revolt that she makes. She fears being called the ice queen or the vamp or the slave driving professional or even a dictator. She can never aim for the stars because then no man will want to settle down with her. Oh there have been plenty of woman who reached the top, but look at what prices they had to pay!!! The recent episode in the pubs of India, wherein women got bashed up for drinking, is a perfect example of how men have set up a cliché for themselves, to which no woman has a right. Scores of incidents are happening around us, maybe in our own lives where we see and experience abuse at their hands.
It is not that women are afraid to react to this abuse, be it at the hands of their husbands, boyfriends, bosses and other men in their lives. They merely want to work it out. There are many who give up this attempt. They end up either being failures in life or women on top, who are ready to sacrifice everything because sacrificing is easier than making an attempt at setting things right. This is a call to all those women who are proud to be called so and at all those men who think they rule. If the women folk are being nice to you, ever forgiving and patient, it is not because they are losers or they are afraid of you leaving them. They just want to give it another shot. They just love you so much. Learn to appreciate them you men folk!!! Take notice.
Home
You are like home to me
Something so familiar,
Reminding me of the freshly cut grass,
Close to my heart.
Like the lingering warm scent in my mother's linen,
...Like the aroma out of a cup of ground coffee,
You are my home,
And there is nothing like being at home.....
Something so familiar,
Reminding me of the freshly cut grass,
Close to my heart.
Like the lingering warm scent in my mother's linen,
...Like the aroma out of a cup of ground coffee,
You are my home,
And there is nothing like being at home.....
Loving Is Not That Easy
Happiness is a distant dream,
Through the path of trials,
Through the tribulations and struggles
Things may not be as they seem
Loving someone is not that easy,
Loving yourself is what comes first,
But when you weigh out your aspirations,
The heart is boggled and mind goes dizzy.
I have only one true wish,
The thought of seeing tomorrow,
The aim is to reach an end to the path,
And after that it'll all be hush.......
Through the path of trials,
Through the tribulations and struggles
Things may not be as they seem
Loving someone is not that easy,
Loving yourself is what comes first,
But when you weigh out your aspirations,
The heart is boggled and mind goes dizzy.
I have only one true wish,
The thought of seeing tomorrow,
The aim is to reach an end to the path,
And after that it'll all be hush.......
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
love is a game
I lost again. He tells me there is nothing like losing or winning in this game.
But it is a game. Falling in love and falling out of it is like the games of snake and ladder.Sometimes you go high and other times you go low.You fall down the ladder sometimes and other times you just fall right out of the game.
I fell out of the game. Tried my level best to hold on to the rungs and save myself. When everything failed I tried hard to save my self-respect, but I lost everything.Salvaged all of it for what? Just for love? Just for companionship?Just for the stupid concept called soulmate?I'm not even sure I believe in that anymore.
I've given up all hopes in love. To me it does not exist anymore.Love in the form of solid male companionship is a myth and the faster anyone realises the better it is for them.
But it is a game. Falling in love and falling out of it is like the games of snake and ladder.Sometimes you go high and other times you go low.You fall down the ladder sometimes and other times you just fall right out of the game.
I fell out of the game. Tried my level best to hold on to the rungs and save myself. When everything failed I tried hard to save my self-respect, but I lost everything.Salvaged all of it for what? Just for love? Just for companionship?Just for the stupid concept called soulmate?I'm not even sure I believe in that anymore.
I've given up all hopes in love. To me it does not exist anymore.Love in the form of solid male companionship is a myth and the faster anyone realises the better it is for them.
Monday, February 22, 2010
Too Familiar
My splitting image
Laughs at me
From behind the mirror
Sides of the mirror
Is cracked, splotched
And festering with worms
I'm too familiar with myself
That the darkness is slipping
With love I try to patch it up
The gaping holes I try to close
But the familiarity is choking me
A leering grin appears on its face
"Fool you cant run away"
It says
"I know you too well,
You cant escape"
Who said anything of escape?
I love you, I need you
I go closer
Hugging the mirror
Till I am It and It is me
Shards of self awareness
Blinds my inner self
But I wont let go
Heart's bleeding but I won't go
Laughs at me
From behind the mirror
Sides of the mirror
Is cracked, splotched
And festering with worms
I'm too familiar with myself
That the darkness is slipping
With love I try to patch it up
The gaping holes I try to close
But the familiarity is choking me
A leering grin appears on its face
"Fool you cant run away"
It says
"I know you too well,
You cant escape"
Who said anything of escape?
I love you, I need you
I go closer
Hugging the mirror
Till I am It and It is me
Shards of self awareness
Blinds my inner self
But I wont let go
Heart's bleeding but I won't go
Thursday, January 28, 2010
THE WHITE SHROUD 12/2/2009
Fantasies, dreams and aspirations
Of when the time ends
The life that I survived
The life that I surrender
I’m afraid of the dark
Cover me not, I’m scared
Under seven feet of earth
Leave me not
In the dark depth beneath
Hold my hand, walk me through
As life begs to ebb away
Looking at the setting sun
Never to see it rise again
Colours bestowed by spring
Blessing my farewell
Cool breeze caressing my body
As my sprit breaks free
The face of a loved one
Holding my hand, carrying me through
Cover me not with the white shroud
And mar my vision
Of the face in gentle sleep
Lie me under the blue sky
As I turn into dust
Cover me not, all alone
Under seven feet of earth
The burden will stifle me
Loneliness in death
Will sadden me
Come with me my love
Cover me not, let me be
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